Silence

I wish I never had to speak again. Take a vow of silence and let everybody fight amongst themselves. Apparently I am not so good with words sometimes myself. I am so prone to insulting people. I guess when I feel misunderstood I try to put that on them. I hate to mince words or say more than I have to. Why don't I have any patience. I started the day already getting yelled at by 3 women. All I could think of was my nasty over the top comeback. They had total control over me and I do not like that. Self control is behaving yourself even when others aren't. My false thought was that if they think they have the right to be an asshole to me then they should get it right back. Eye for an eye mentality. Nobody wants to feel taken advantage of or ran over, but there has to be a better way. People also take their baggage out on you and based on their thin slicing of a situation they react accordingly. It's not easy being human.

I used my exercise bike today for 10 minutes, it hurt my legs. I go to my dance lesson tonight. Let's hope this week picks up a little bit.

TTYS,

JJB